Friday, March 28, 2008

Question to ponder: Do you lose hair from stress, or is it the result of pulling it out in frustration?

Or maybe my question is a catch-22 moot point? *lol* Sigh... Why is it when your child is sick, you have to be sick too? There should be some universal law (Murphy's be hanged!) that won't allow a parent and their child to be sick simultaneously! At least julian, health wise, is feeling better. His infection seems to be backing off. The lab results came back showing E-coli. Excuse me? Wanna run that by me again lab? Sheesh! How the heck? Any number of possibilities I assume but *shakes head* sheesh!

Behavior wise... Julian as usual is off the charts :( Nap time has become a literal war zone, and I seem to be the usual casualty :/ I know he loves me! He always tells me so, kisses me and gives me hugs... yet at the same time this little man can hit, kick, scratch, smack, bite.. you name it with out any conscience getting in the way! He doesn't seem to (or maybe want to?) understand that it just isn't funny when you hurt someone *sigh* I have tried to raise him with options, feeling that spanking, flicking or stuff of that nature is wrong because I can't understand how he is to learn not to hit etc if someone is doing that to him in response. This child changes his mood (and mind) more then I do at the height of a manic swing! I have a bad (sad) feeling he did not escape my Bipolar. Only time will tell I guess.

He is at his dad's this weekend so hopefully at least I can get well before Sunday night, or at least healthier. Rest is definitely on the agenda (squished somewhere in there between laundry, house cleaning and all those wonderful impossible things when julian is running around like a mad chicken :P)

1 comment:

Elspeth said...

I also think it should be impossible for you to be sick at the same time as your child - mind you in our house it might mean im always healthy LOL