I have been checking with the pound's pic site every day and went down there myself today again while julian was at school. No luck :(
This is really hard on me. I have had Chris since he was 6 weeks old.. that was 16 years ago :( I sit at my computer and I keep expecting to hear him climb up the screendoor to come in at night.. and we pull into our parking space and I expect to see kitty come out from under the patio railing and run to the car. I walk by the patio door and look out the curtains just to see if he is sleeping on the patio :(
Julian asks me each night as we are saying our prayers and getting ready to sleep.. the he misses chris and he wants to find him. I keep telling him as long as our heart and head remember him he is always with us. now if only I could take that advice too but all I want to do is crumble into a soggy pile everytime I think about him and know that he isn't there.
Not that it would be any easier if I knew he was dead.. but at least I would have closure :( I miss my furbaby :(
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