R.I.P.

Well... the news is... Kitty will not be coming home. Ever :(

I went to the pound this morning after finding that pic (see Blog post before this one) and it wasn't Chris. However I did discover that chris had been there the whole time since the day he disappeared but he had been in the sick, injured, feral area where the public is not allowed. I don't know the details as to why he had been in there, to be honest I didn't want to know. But when I got there this morning Chris had already been euthenized :( That morning to be exact :( apparently the pound only holds animals 10 days if they are in that area :(

While the closure is nice I am still torn to pieces. Chris had been my furbaby since he was 6 weeks old and that was 16+ years ago :(

Julian is at his dads this weekend and I am not sure how I will brooch the subject.